hi.
i don't think anybody's reading this. (it's kind of hard to find somebody who just joined dA and hasn't even put up any deviations yet, i'd think.)
but i might as well talk anyways.
rambling is fun.
so i am a mess of contradictions.
for example, i am typing in all lowercase right now. i also happen to be a grammar freak. but i am big on aesthetics and, honestly, capitals are ugly. all lowercase looks so much better. i think it should be grammatically correct.
okay.
sometimes i get depressed and annoyed but i know it's for stupid reasons and that i'm just being a stupid teenager and that i'll understand later on i was depressed for a terrible reason because my life is lovely, but i get depressed anyway. (it can be really annoying being self-aware sometimes.)
okay.
i understand that right now i may be going through my crappy emo poetry phase in life and that someday, years later, i may refind this account and wonder how i wrote such crap and liked what other people wrote here too but you know what, i like it right now and i don't see anything wrong with it. or bad.
i understand that there are a flood of people just like me who think they're unique and that their all-lowercase poetry and writing and love for not-as-well-known bands and so on is different.
but i still think i'm my own person.
(well, i am, but sometimes it's hard to think that out of six billion people there's no one else like you.)
so enjoy my will-be-terrible-years-later poetry.
good-bye.